Well.

I'm having some self- image issues as of today. Well, since before today but today they starting hurting like open cuts. I was trying on dresses in front of my cousin and all, but a 2 wouldn't zip up... And she's like are you sure this is a two? It was, but it was too small. Ouch. I've gotten a lot bigger. A LOT. I don't understand how. I mean, I was skipping practice, but now I'm running my as off. Well I bought a tight dress and I'm in desperate need to tone my abs FAST. I know I'm not fat, I'm just athletically built. Just in my moments of insecurity somethings sting like a bitch.