Well, on Saturday my team brought home runner-up in our tournament, and earlier today I had a XC scavenger hunt and pool party. Loved it. Uhm, I was just talking to a guy that I kinda used to like, a lot. I opened up like 1/4 of the way to him, saying how nothing's wrong in my life, however I'm just not happy. He already knew that I don't like talking about my feelings, he just doesn't know that I don't talk about them since I left therapy. I don't want to talk about them; I wish they just weren't there, as if I were simply hollow. I think I would like to be much more like that. I want to show that I'm strong, not weak and someone who gives into their feelings so easily. But I've come to the decision to send him the link to this blog; I think he wants to know. I have no idea why, but he seems to want to know what has made me this way. Fingers crossed he still looks at me the same way?
~Lindsey
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