So I've not updated in a while. Sorry for that. I've not been particularly busy I just am not very good at time management at all. Just so it's all open and clear, I have been bingeing and purging, not a ton of restricting, but yes, restricting too. I purge way more frequently now than I did before and during treatment, and that pisses me off. I'm doing worse after treatment?? I know, what the fuck. I don't monitor my weight like I used to, but my body. I watch my shape and how my clothes fit, which does no good because I have BDD... Ughh. If only life weren't so difficult at times. Oh, and I have joined the Cross Country team at Milton and I'm taking a season off from JV softball. Wish me luck? The running is not so bad at all and I'm hoping to meet some amazing people. Maybe this could be a new start since the softball community is all political maybe the cross country community is actually fair? Fingers crossed and hope to update more frequently, Love always.
~Lindsey
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