.. as it just so happens i am telling myself to go die bitch. i am pissed at myself for a lot of reasons. numero uno: i got home from school and started eating and didn't stop. numero dos: i didn't purge and clearly i'm pissed over that. numero tres: i took four extra strength laxatives and am still thinking of taking more. i'm a dumb ass. last night i swore off food then you wanna know what i did at lunch? i ate. now it wasn't like i swore off food for weight and shit, it was because of a fight between me and my "mother." blechh. OHHHMYYFUCKINGGODDDD!! I'M DO GODDAMN FULL!! and now my stomach is churning and shit from the laxatives.. fuck my life!! oh yeahh but when i weighed myself when i got home i was at 100.7 so i was ecstatic and thought i could eat a small snack and well as i said before i started eating and didn't stop.. fuck my life... i'll post sometime later..
~Lindsey
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